Soy Milk and Fried Bread Stick 豆漿和油條

Originally, I made a decision not to blog until I finished doing two things, but I couldn't find any other outlet to release my venting, which is not quite healthy. I don't think I am able to finish those two things any time soon, so here I am breaking my own rule writing random things. At least I am writing in English, which takes a lot less time than writing in Chinese.

Recently Someone did something nice for me. I am supposed to be very happy and grateful about but i wasn't. Instead I was very angered by the gesture, and I am more frustrated by the fact that i think this way. Why am I upset? I was upset by the fact that the person doesn't really know who I am and did something completely irrelevant to my life. very strange thought huh?

I guess I am also just frustrated by the fact that people are generally so self-centered (me included) and don't really tried hard to get to know and care about their so-called "friends". We know people all have struggles and troubles, and we say that we are supposed to be able to share our struggles with our friends, but can we honestly ask ourselves that we really know how our friends are doing? and when is the last time that we did something nice that truly encourage someone? I wonder why this is so difficult to do.

On the other note, parents just came to visit. it's nice to have home cook meals : ) mom was very surprised by the fact that we got a brand new laptop, a new phone and a new cell phone for them as gifts. it's too bad that they have a techie son :p now they will need to take lessons from me on how to get online, surf, skype, MSN and all those other crazy things that i do everyday. They were a little shocked but still touched :p

k enough rambling for the day. Yesterday was windy. It was so windy that a tree was knocked down in the neighborhood, and I took a random picture (^_^)y

Posted by danio on Sunday, January 15, 2006 at 2:53 PM | Permalink